Many people know her as the girl who is dating Richard Ojo, and only has three best friends. The girl who never talks, the girl who is so shy to speak up. The girl who everyone notices is always alone and never smilies( if only they knew)
She wants more friends but doesn’t know how to express it. She was taken for granted and bullied when she was a kid. She just doesn’t know how to make friends without been scared of getting hurt again.
At night the feelings of depression and anxiety appears,hoping that the only friends and family she has don’t run away from her life. The feeling of guilt from all of her stupid mistakes and flaws.
Always feeling guilty for being herself!
The fear that she might just be worthless to the people who haven’t left her already. The fear that she can’t make them proud. The fear that she just can’t do anything right.
Guilty if anyone sees her scars,they would be angry with her for feeling the way she does. She constantly thinks of what she would say when anyone finds out or sees. She just goes deep into space thinking about it and trying not to cry.
She is tired of wondering what she did wrong. Would she ever get accepted along side her scars. All she needs is to hear someone say” Everything is going to be okay! You are loved! You are worth more than your mistakes and scars!